I dreamed that I was going into the hospital for some kind of surgery. There were 3 men, and 1 woman ahead of me, everything was supposed to go fast, so I was prepped, they put in a catheter and had me laying in one of those blasted beds, iv in my arm.. and you were out in the waiting room with Mikyla and Mallory. Every once in a while they'd peek in to see me, I'd wave at them and they'd go back out and I assumed sit with you.. but then all of a sudden a paramedic came wheeling you into that room. Those of us who were waiting for the surgeon were lined up at the top of the room, and you were directly at the bottom of my bed, your gourney facing the same way mine was.. I could see everything he was doing. You were grunting and crying out, NO... and then he'd put his arms under you and flip you over onto your tummy then he'd start slapping on your back. You were going into fits, begging him to stop, but he kept insisting that if he didn't do that you would die, that you were having a heart attack and if he didn't keep pumping the heart, you didn't stand a chance. I glanced over at the door and there stood Mik and Mal looking terrified, and I kept trying to get someone's attention, to tell them that the girls were out there alone without an adults supervision, that you had been with them.. but no one would listen to me. I tried to get up and a nurse knocked me back and said for me to stay still, that the surgeon was done with the men and it would soon be my turn, for me to stop being so nervous. When I turned my head to check back on you, you were gone, gourney and all. I came up out of that bed and started screaming at the top of my lungs for someone to get me my granddaughters that were in that waiting room and get them to me NOW.. finally a young nurse brought them in to me and they climbed up on my bed and was just laying there with me, waiting, eyes huge, we didn't know what had happened to you, no one would tell us. It pissed me off and when the surgeon finally did come in, she saw the girls and ordered them out. I told her they weren't going anywhere, that they'd been out there with you but that you'd had a heart attack while you were in the waiting room and they had no one to watch after them. I told the surgeon it would have to wait, to go on to the next patient until I could find someone to pick up the girls and I'd know they were okay.. then I started questioning her.. what kind of surgery am I having, anyway.. I couldn't recall a health problem, or a reason for the surgery, I wasn't even sure what they were going to do to me.. She just placated me like I was one stupid person.. there there, it'll be over before you know it, and you won't be in much pain, you can go home first thing in the morning. These girls will be just fine in the waiting room. When she said that I knew I had a nut for a doc, so as soon as she ran them off of the bed and back into the waiting room, I got up and broke the catheter hose to go get the girls and go try to find you. but nurses stopped me at the door between surgery and the waiting room but too, standing there was someone who used to come in the store. A big fat guy, but he used to be skinny...and he was checking in on his aunt who was the other female patient. The nurses were pushing me back towards the bed, and I could see mik and mal sitting on those chairs waiting, and they were bickering over a magazine and I started begging that guy to watch them.. I told him the surgery would take a few min's..that it wouldn't be long and I would give him 50 dollars if he'd just watch them there in the waiting room for me until I was back out and awake. He agreed. But.. the surgeon had been called someplace on an emergency, she told us she'd be back as soon as possible and she apologised. I caught the nurses not looking and I got up and went to the door and looked out in the waiting room and there was only like 3 people left out there, and the girls were there, no one with them, that guy had left who had said he'd watch them. I got my purse, left my clothes in a pile and I went out into the smoking area, took the girls with me, hoping to find someone who could take us home. Dad was sitting at a table smoking out there, and I was so relieved.. I said dad! Where have you been? Where's mom, how is she.. he just motioned that you were off someplace in the gift shop, that you'd be back in a bit. I looked around and lisa and nick were at another table, lisa was smoking and I sat there, had the girls sit at the table with dad and I told her what happened to you and she said huh, well unless that happened in the last 5 minutes mom's fine she went to the gift shop to get you some flowers.. I said no, she's not, she'd never leave these girls out there alone like that lisa I SAW what happened, mom's sick. I asked her to watch the girls while I went to find you and dad used this loud sharp firm voice.. he said for me to sit my self down we were at a hospital and I was being too loud. I sat down and he said now I'd not tell you your mother was okay if she wasn't. She's fine..and I"m sure she was looking after those girls. I said dad, you don't understand, I saw them working on her, she had a heart attack in the waiting room, you have to find her. He gave me a cigarette, told me to calm down, that whoever I'd seen must have just looked like you that you were fine. Then he just turned away from me and It didn't occur to me to ask them why they were there. They were supposed to be at work. But were waiting in the smoking area outside of surgery. No one ever said, and I woke up about then so I don't know what happened, but god what a hopeless feeling dream. I know I suspected that you'd died but they didn't want to tell me. Bleah I hate that dream, it was an awful one.