February 12, 2006

How I Feel Right Now...

My heart's heavy, and I have to say I'm feeling scared. I just looked at these pictures of Mallory and she just doesn't look good to me.. not right somehow. So sad.. and there's nothing for her to be sad about.. she was out there having a really good time.

I've always said that she's so hyper.. so fast, it's like she's living life as hard and as fast as she can and I've been scared to death that like a meteor or one of those 4th of July sparklers, she's going to burn herself out way too soon.

I sure pray she's going to be okay. I sure wish she'd slow down, even if just a little. And I sure hope she doesn't have anymore seizures, that she stops being scared, and that she lives to be a very very healthy old woman.

Life is good. Life is really really good.. so very good to be so very bittersweet. Isn't it..

Posted by juel at February 12, 2006 02:57 PM