I'm a people watcher. And too.. I dwell on things. Things done, and things said, and I just sit and think on it, and sometimes I just want to point fingers and name names and just spit out what's on my mind.
God some people make me sick. Some people make me so angry it's all I can do to remain silent. I don't believe in embarrassing anyone. I never did. I don't like confrontations. Yet as each day passes, I watch, I listen and I become more and more irritated, and I really wonder how much longer I'm going to be able to sit here with my mouth shut.
Where the hell is compassion in people? How do some folks come up with their twisted priorities? My first priority are these three beautiful little girls who live with me. That's my first and foremost priority. Those of you who can't take that, who can't understand that, can kiss where the sun don't shine. Those who are jealous of that, get a grip, go look in the mirror and do some soul searching. You look rediculous, because your jealousy shows.
Those of you who need a dollar before you can do something for someone, shame on you. And those of you sitting there lying through your teeth talking about what you've done for others knowing good and well you've done nothing without taking a huge chunk of something in return, well, newsflash, you're embarrassing yourself.. because someone's watching who knows the truth. You look rediculous.
And to those of you who truly care about others, who don't begrudge others who care, kudos. You're a rare breed. You're being watched too. I know you don't need bragged on.. I know your compassion is from the heart and you simply don't know how to be anything other than what you are, but anyway, I see. I wish more out there were like you are.
Good God.
Now I can brace myself, settle back and wait for the objections to pour in.
Have at it assholes. I'm ready for ya.
Posted by juel at July 9, 2007 12:18 AM