I miss you so much. I didn't go to your grave today, it was pouring rain so we didn't stop. If I had gone up there, I know you would have just called me a 'moron' for it. God I miss having you call me a moron.
I miss having you call me lots of things. I miss it all Dad.
Sometimes I think of things you used to say to me and I stand there abruptly laughing like a fool, and other times I just stand there shaking my head, not believing you're gone... people asking me why, thinking my head shake is at them. I just miss you. I don't think I'll ever get to a point when I don't miss you.
I love you Dad.
Posted by juel at November 27, 2007 01:21 AM